im in need of a respite.
the semester is coming to end and there are lots of catching-up to do.

i wish someone would just stop making a big fuss out of nothng, jus let it go u knoww...
they go on and on abt how pathetic they are, nevermind the fact tt ur feeling much worse listening to their ramblings.

life isnt good at home. the papers have arrived and I dont know what to make out of it.
torn apart.

i know this would come eventually cos it is nt fair to my dad for dragging this on.
she has not been taking this well, esp when she has stop gambling for some time already. she asked, why push her to the walls, why and how wld i have the answer to this qn?
i dunnoe what to make out of it. she created this mess and we have been trying to cope with it for years. years of desperation, sadness and anger.

tell me. tell me.

im really tired.