hai.. 1 week more and i m super freak out..

i cant seem to rem all these thngs .. be it the trigo formulaes or the slope forming theories or the labour market..

thngs are jumble up together.. and i cant rem..

shrugs..

i hate this..

Avril Lavigne - (So Much For) My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, oh oh,
oh oh, oh ohoh oh, oh oh, oh...

Hmm..i finally got my tutorial done.. yup.. achievment for the day.*evelyn.. actually, you had not done too badly.. u r makin improvements and if u continue at this rate.. i m sure you pass*..thxs mrs ho.. sometyms little thngs tt ppl do .. can mean alot .. lke encouragement.. yup.. :)..somethng lke tt.. and that was the motivation drive for the dae.. hai..my test was not veh ok.. a-o.. bt nvm.. i noe i didnt put in the big enuf effort. Bt nvm.. i m mugging,... i will ..make it somehow..

Hey liet,.. pls dun thnk so much kk.. smiles.. *hugs*

hmm.. mugger not by nature. not by choice.. bt cos we haf not much of a choice..

eh.. dun thnk i make much sense here... bt oh well... maths test tmr...i haf been dng maths for the past 3 or 4 plus hours..eek.. integration is driving me nuts..hai... stl got lot more to go... wad to do.. hu ask me do all those last min revision.. hmm.. the "holidays" are here.. gng to head dwn for some seriuos mugging wif azhar and rickson.. haha.. 8.30 am to 5pm in the sch lib.. how does it sound.. haha.. i haf to work more than miracles and that is the driving force rite now.. blogger block now.. gng home now.. so tired.. zZzZ

this song is struck in my head..

She will be loved - Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

And She will be loved
And She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

She will be loved (repeated)Please don't try so hard to say good bye.

.. cried when i heard the song / breakdown ?.. i dunnoe.. bt it happened on wed.. so its hist now.. so no ptn toking abt it..


-out-

they alwaes sae the harder u try to forget someone.. the harder u will find it to forget.. so.. jus let nature takes its course. Hmm.. thks for telling me tt will bear tt in my mind.

Hey.. felt lke a pig todae.. slept till 11.. haha.. den wad did i do todae?.. i jus read and read the whole dae.. finished The Robber’s Wife le.. its ok la.. bt lengthy.. hai..cherie dear..the pics arh... i guess nuthng can be done anymore.. the pic wif tt some one arh.. i guess it jus goes to show tt i need to forgt abt it.. yup..nvm.. hai.. den in the evening.. they called and asked me to join them in the play so i rush and changed ,.. then i went and wait for the bus and cab..i wait and i wait.. den it was lke 7. 45 le.. hai.. forgt it.. cant make it on time anywae.. so i went back home.. hai..nvm.. ppl.. enjoy urself kk.. in conclusion..todae.. its jus not my dae.. sigh..
self esteem.. I need to boost it ...cos i thnk it had sunk to a bottom low.. lets tok abt tt some dae...