"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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yet another candle! i dont want to be olddddd, cos very soon, time will slip by like quick sand, adding candles after candles on my lovely cake. but then again, while it lasts, Happy 22nd bday to me! the bf baked me a cake and too bad i forgt to take a picture of it. all my favourites in it and a dresss! love them and thank you boy for all the lovely surprises and all the effort for all the baking and it was a wole day affair in trying to bake me that very yummm-licious cake! :)) I saw it by accident jus as i was drawing the windows out and tadah! beyooooooo-tifoool! I hope yq finds a job soon, times are really bad. :( I hope i get my licence soon, i have stop all my lessons and test till after exams, I hate to worry abt it now, sighs, give it to me!! My term ppr is still in a pitiful state, so now, how!! but HAHA i still bake today!! nutella choc-chips muffins! They are sitting prettily on the table and im using all my willpower to resist reaching out for them... damn, my emotions term ppr! :/ my thoughts are so messed up right now, so fear can be found virtually everywhere and we can even find it in the domains of the family? where am i gng to get the personal experiences or the interviews frm? i thnk i jus dug a deep deep hole for myself , in the attempt to conjure this complex thesis. now, my term ppr is set to go wrong. cos i wont want it to become like a domestic violence ppr, bt jus an emotions ppr. you know? i dont know! how! my head is all messed up. i reallly need to get startedddd!
I tend to retreat and be totally emotionally inaccessible to anyone when i feel like in. At times, its moment when i feel totally drained by the other party and I don't feel up to it to give in more. selfish? i dunnoe, but i think i need that few moments, lest when things start to get overwhelming
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