In the end, i have decide to go ahead with taking econs. Since, hw111 does not require us to sit for exams and the astronomy mod has also decided to be kind and planned for a MCQ ppr, I think im ready to take the challenge.

afterall, i really want do an economics minor and there is no way I can run away from doing HE192, however scary it might sounds and seems. I just have to do it, even if it means dealing with the nightmares of mathematical equations and functions. Hopefully, i dont freak out and change my mind again. maybe, i jus need some motivation and reassurance that I can do it.

school has been okay for now and its so good to see everyone again! hahha!
and i really need to stop thnking abt twister fries everytime i see the advert. i love love love twister fries. that golden curly wrilly fried piece of potato! ah!


On a side note, I really love this song and it touches many heartstrings. So painfully true.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious sonI hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hourI must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

The holidays are coming to an end and i have really watched a scary number of drama serials and movies online. hahha! like a full-fledged pirate. oh gosh. haha

one question in mind: Is sticking to 5 subjects better for me than dng one more elective which is econs? i think i will do the astro mod this sem, which already adds up to 18 credits. an addition would be he192: economic theory.

Maybe i should stick to jus one elective this sem. Since I am not sure how demanding he192 would be and my aim for cap is quite ambitious. Am I making sense or am i rambling?

Declaring econs as a minor? i will need to do 4 more mods to fulfil the requirement. ah. bt I definitely know that an economics minor is useful in the future. Say, i dont do econs, den what shld i do?

my oh my, maybe all the rationalisaiton is the main culprit for my huge bald spot.