Miss popular's publicity shoot! this is so funny i tell you and oopsy, we were supposed to be studying but we end up laughing like crazy women in the Jurongeast library!

(Note to self: please get my lazy butt moving, i dont want to really end up looking like a fatty-pompom!)
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anyway! we are finally done with exams!We all made it alive! haha! bt i dare not think of what is to come, a month from now!

Please.

I begged and I cry.
spare me from all the heartbreaks will you. Time and again, you broke promises and go back to your old ways. I lost all trust and hope in you. You wouldnt change, wont you?

Each time it happened, i feel as though all of my insides gt sucked out
it feels so dry and hollow.

People wont understand, they probably will never understand.

Im watching my mother self destruct. and the existence of my family a past-tense construction.

For years, all I wished for you is to change. In front of the altar, I prayed and I wept. Lord, please Lord.

It hurts, every bit of me hurts. Invisible wounds that refuse to heal.
They kept bleeding and each time, the wounds deepen.


The feeling is not good at all. Its saffocating and I cant breathe well literally. I feel so faint and I think I might just collapse soon. Which might be better, cos an unconscious soul is immuned to hurts and disappointments.

Note to self:

I shall attempt to inject some lfe and love into this blog!

Essays loaded with thousand-ish wordcounts are really exhausting. Week by week, there seem to be endless essays to be done! bt school has been fun so far, with alot of laughter and food! What more can we ask for right.bt exams are drawing near!

Times with the bf always seem to fly past us. This photo never fails to make me laugh! a combination of a frown and a grin! haha!



A little contented boy in this..
and a little old man in this one!

and we have been eating an awful lot of ice-cream these days. Life's sinful pleasures! =)