leave me alone pls.
i beg u .. this frm the depths of my heart.
i cant take it anymore.

tears have yet to be dried..
i dunnoe if i still have the energy to go on.
stop ur shit pls.
dont hurt my brother too anymore.

if u nt gng to stop.
stop making new promises.
i knew when to stop believeing u
i never did anymore.
where is the change.
it was there a month ago.
now .
i see a familiar monster resurfacing again.
it hurts when the one who is suppose to be the one protect u.
love u.
comfort u.
and worry abt u.
ironically is the one who hurts u the most.


the scars are too many.
too raw.
too painful.

the prolonged agony.
a year plus full of it.

leave me alone .
i beg.

noone understands.
noone can.
Lord. i noe u do.
where are You?.
bring me into ur loving arms Lord.
im tired.
my burdens God.
i lay them down on the cross..

im tired.
i dunnoe how much more i can take.
make it stop.
someone. make it stop.

the hurts. the pains.


Lord. hear my cry.