MJC 05a202 love

of all the memories we shared.=)
i love my class.=)

alternatively: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wi_SAjgzBsc

i was browsing thru my pics.. and i found these!.. the days seemed so long ago..

[disclaimer!. i thnk some of the pics looked distorted.. i tried to create the collage using paint.. cant blame me ritey!.. hahah..off to my books.. bleahs!]

smtyms.. nature reminds us of the beautiful things in life that we so often overlooked

its been a long tym since i spent the night dng nuthng. bt to gaze at the beautiful starry night sky.

some shld jus noe their limit.
of slander. of childish rants.
afterall..life is nt all abt bitching.
move on.
whatever.


smthing happier.

my darling..=)

if only life was as easy and worries free..
i dunnoe wad the future lies..

pls go away. there are enuf scars to house no more.
go away

goodness!.. i jus have to blog this..

Gigi is so hungry!she strts to whine for
satay and everythng like a pregnant woman, trying to satify her food cravings!..
im luffing so hard cos she is so hungry while im sitting here .. nursing my bloated stomach!.. ahhaa!

at last.. after ransacking the kitchen!
the hungry woman found food in the house!
cup corn!..


UPDATES!
the woman is stl hungry!
she wants ..
satay, stingray, oyster egg, hokkien mee, grass jelly, chwee kueh.
she is one hungry woman
she said nt to make her luff. she is trying to conserve energy!..

goodness.. help.. im rolling on the floor.

days have been better...
somehow a state of denial is better..
mayb nt denial. lets call it shutting urself away frm thngs..
i dunnoe wad she has been dng.. i dun care how bad thngs are..
i dun haf the energy anymore..
bt somehow.. i noe.. there is anger in me and its long since i uttered kind words to her as well.. bt its difficult..

ah wells.

studying has never been so fun..
pics soon.. andy and gilina .. pls upload them soon!
met up wif dorothy for dinner.. stl the same.. fun catching up.. =)

-pls get well soon.. so poor thng.. cant eat! cant slp and cant study properly.. mr pain monster.. pls go away..so that he* can get well soon.. and be a happy boy..=)..misses.. *15mths*..=)..*big smile*..

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.--

-beautifully written by a girl in US, who is dying frm cancer-
God bless her..

watching these 2 videos truly tugged smthng in my heart.. and i want to share them wif u guys..

Together - Team Hoyt

as quoted by mr chen.. "this is the most wayang class i haf ever seen".
haha.. of course.. we have to live up to standards rite!..
true enough.. we are the only class in the entire college which turned up dressed in the ethnic costumes.
it was so much fun. so much cam whoring. and the last tym to dress up in this manner..

pics speaks louder than words. here it goes..
beautiful memories.































i love my class.=)

leave me alone pls.
i beg u .. this frm the depths of my heart.
i cant take it anymore.

tears have yet to be dried..
i dunnoe if i still have the energy to go on.
stop ur shit pls.
dont hurt my brother too anymore.

if u nt gng to stop.
stop making new promises.
i knew when to stop believeing u
i never did anymore.
where is the change.
it was there a month ago.
now .
i see a familiar monster resurfacing again.
it hurts when the one who is suppose to be the one protect u.
love u.
comfort u.
and worry abt u.
ironically is the one who hurts u the most.


the scars are too many.
too raw.
too painful.

the prolonged agony.
a year plus full of it.

leave me alone .
i beg.

noone understands.
noone can.
Lord. i noe u do.
where are You?.
bring me into ur loving arms Lord.
im tired.
my burdens God.
i lay them down on the cross..

im tired.
i dunnoe how much more i can take.
make it stop.
someone. make it stop.

the hurts. the pains.


Lord. hear my cry.