Numbed senses…
Reality hits even harder todae..

I cldnt believe it .. I really cldnt..

How can it be true?..
How can it be true when I was so convinced that I had the prefect family in the world..
How can it be true when all was fine 7 years ago..
Even granny and the uncles knew..

And now.. there is one again.. I detest that thought.


I m sorry for my mum now..
All for us.. she is gng to pretend as if nothing has happen.. she has to take it all dwn.. even bearing the fact that someone she loves.. no longer belong to her..

I used to thnk that a marriage vow between 2 is smthng so sacred…once.. there was love so sweet and pure..

And there was so much trust between the two..
And when the trust is broken.. it’s a pitiful and sympathetic thought..
Does the notion of marriage and love still remain as beautiful as it was once cherished?


The Sun Has Set ( Emily Bronte)
The sun has set and the long grass now
Waves dreamily in the evening wind;
And the wild bird has flown from that old gray stone
In some warm nook a couch to find

In all the lonely landscape round
I see no light and hear no sound
Except that wind that far away
Come sighing o’er the healthy sea