Zillion emotions..
Whirling in and out of her head..
In and out they flew..
Crashing her..
Bringing her down..
She knew..
For u , as well..
Tears ran..
Splashing new paint..
Not doing any help..
Instead laying a new ground..
For the emotions to flood..
A vacuum cleaner in hand
Determined to clear them out..
Badly she yearns..
To think straight again..for,
She is always
Confused.

She ran to her covers.
Desperate for some shelter..
She likes to see people smile..
She wants to see them loved..
For that when she really smile inside..
I really want to see u smile, she thought.
Hoping u will find that bearing for urself…
“Remember me with smiles,
For that’s how I m going to remember u,
But if u are going to remember me wif tears,
Den dun remember me at all..”
She remembered that she read it one day..
I m never worth it all..
For I m jus going to bring tears..
And misery..she thought.
She was touched by all u did…
Bt all she can say..
Its..
She is sorry..
Not pathetic. Nor depression. nor loser.
She wants to tell u that.
Its her fault.
She is sorry again….

Smile.

She plead..

**

Hai.. cny….weird aint it.. cos I totally dun feel it coming.. haha.. I thnk the festive mood is dying as the yrs passes..

I want to slim dwn so I can fit into a cheong sum nxt yr!.. haha.. I only wore it twice before!.. I thnk some cheong sum r really nice.. ok.. I m nt tt chi-na lar.. bt at least fopr cny.. its nice to wear tt.. some girls look really pretty in them.. haha.. bt of corse.. if I stl as fat as ever.. I m nt getting into it.. I will look like a rice dumpling.. lols!..

Haha.. n I saw mr ang n his wife n his daughter.. his daughter is soooon cute!.. pity tt she is slping.. if nt I can play wif her.. bt I will be helpless if she cries.. gaga…sucha coincidence huh.. was at the my ganny hse’s tt void deck wif my granny n aunities .. waiting for my dad to drive the car over n I saw him.. haha.. so qiao.. my mum thot so too..

Hai.. ppl are gng to flood my hse tmr.. n I dunnnoe most of them.. pouts.. n its nt nice to shut myself here… thou I want to… ya..


The house is veh quiet rite now…i hate silence..
Tym to slp I guess…Ciaos!