goodness.. crappy me.. dun really noe wad to say.. the reason y i m not blogging is tt i m simply lost for words...it had happened again..i dunnoe how to approached it...i prayed hard.. i shed my tears... i read it over n over again.. i haf to hold myself.. i cant fall into sins and temptations.. i m sorry..wad can i sae.. really sorry.. didnt want thngs to turn weird cos i really treasure our frenship.. ya?.. like i sae.. u wun lose a fren here n i hope i dun lose u as a fren too.. i m sorry for the disappointment..hate myself for making people sad.. bt i dun haf a choice.. i m sorry..

went shoppping wif sze teng and marilyn... i saw jocelyn a couple of tyms.. girl!!!!... i miss u!!.. can we go out one of these daes.. so much to tell u .. so much to hear frm u.. hai..

drey.. n u too.. hai...

..my 2 veh veh best frens..

i saw my granny todae.. miss her so so much too.. hai... i miss the reunion dinner tt was 14 people a table ..hafing a steamboat dinner.. now.. its 4 people a table.. still hafing a steamboat dinner.. its nt the same.. in fact.. i feel kinda pathetic smtyms.. my uncles n aunties.. even my grandfather.. my cousins.. how r u ?.. sigh...

yup.. lke wad my blog name suggest.. i m alwaes confused.. i haf no idea wad may b the reason.. sigh..

anywae.. its a new yr.. i haf some resolutions.. hai.. tok abt making realistic resolutions n achieving them...
wad else to sae..

i slt feel crappy.. i m terribly sorry..