.. finally i m backed.. this tym i m not crying cos now.. everythng had been decided.. right now.. i haf a direction.. ok.. repeating another yr. in a wae.. its not so bad.. after adding on to my ca and mye results.. i got 3 fishes.. lets c.. 32% for geog.. 33% for econs.. 27% for maths..ok... in a wae.. i m really lucky tt my principal was not persistent in kiking me out.. lke.. hello!.. look at those freakin results.. she can easily kicked me out bt ya.. so i haf to sae a big thank u to all my tutors.. ya.. though i usually strt crying again when they brought tt matter up again.. bt still.. wad they sae.. actually make quite abit of sense.. ya.. they make a big effort to .. backing me up wif positive comments.. haha..ya.. so my principal has no prob in me repeating.. n this tym.. i m veh .. determined.. to not let this happen again.. u will haf no idea how much i will hate myself if all this were to happen again.. this veh tym of the year... ya.. and also

.. hmm.. after much dicussion.. i wun b taking maths again.. i will be doing lit.. geog and econs.. ya.. i dunnoe if i m making a gd choice and hopefully.. i wun regret this.. ya.. mrs ho is right.. i dun haf the spark for maths.. i may be putting alot of effort into doing maths bt stl.. i will forsake alot alot of effort.. this time.. i decide.. i will do smthng i like and not do it for the sake of doing it.. i noe i like to read.. i like to write.. its gng to be hard .. trying to learn a new sub.. bt ya.. i m willing to gif it a try.. mr ong. if u r reading this.. u r right.. i shuld nv haf taken maths frm the strt.. hehe.. really .. bu ting lao ren yan.. chi kui zai yan qian.. haha.. .. i m so happy to be away frm the clutches of maths.. :)..

..my dear joyce.. these daes.. we been hanging and toking quite alot... hanging out if the co gang almost ..or actually.. verydae.. after sch.. thought smtymes ... its alot of stoning.. bt i stl love it.. haha.. ya.. same here... haf alot of mixed feelings too.. and i noe for myself tt i will not let myself go far.. i will not commit myself to an extent and end up hurtin myself.. ya.. i m trying.. i hope i will be successful.. cos i dun want to get hurt.. dan lian.. its horrible.. ya.. for me.. i will jus let time decide for itself..i will accept all that is to come..

lastly.. to all my darlings out there.. all those hu comfort and carried me thru these much..i really cant do w/o u ppl.. sorry for scarying u ppl alot of tymes.. wif all those silly thots of mine..i want all our frenship to really last.. i really mean it kk.. if only i can find my new class to be lyk u guys..

to my dear class..been in it for 7 months.. these months is not really that short and not tt long.. had a tym of my life and ya.. stl pretty amazing that we can be even go holidaying during june!.. :).. haha.. gng to miz u peeps.. i noe.. we will all stl be in the same sch, we will b attending in the same lt and class rms.. though diff tym slots.. hai.. i noe. .. stl.. how i wish i can stl be wif u guys .. crapping together.. bt its ok..no outkasting rite.. :)..

.. everythng is sorta settled.. i will make it a new strt.. hey ppl.. wish me luck..