"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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Hmmm..it was a gd dae..was really happy and i thnk ithad been sucha long tym since i was lke tt.. i really let my hair dwn and groove? to the beat.. so crazy.. and some of them saw the side of me tt was yet to be seen.. .. heh..* jocelyn.. stl rem when i used to get so high*.. haha.. i was to tt extent.. crazy... every one look really good.. retro fever was on.. and burning.. It was the inter cg competition.. Sorry ppl.. i really couldn’t hear tt.. bt nvm.. i thnk we all had a gd tym.. den when the judges were deciding upon the scores.. they played all the sixties music .. den we got really high .. dancing and all.. liet and i were dancing at the front of the LT.. really crazy bt really fun.. den we took lotsa pic.. saw someone.. i gt a shock.. heh.. looked gd though.. den came soiree..hmm.. teachers dae concert in the dark.. wad a chnage insteasd of the stuffy hall and i lke tt.. it was quite alrite.. some of them are really hilarious.. and boy .. the teachers can dance and sing.. hmm.. another side of them .. . finally manage to have a pic wif him.. though i was quite sure tt i blink.. i cant help it!.. haha... i thnk tt’s my reflex action.. so bad.. must haf spoilt alot of pics.. hai.. i thnk its the flash.. i thnk they shuld have alot of such ecents more.. so fun to dress up and destress ourselves.. and hope thosee pics will turn out well.. cant wait to c them.. hey..azhar.. and all those who slog their guts wif u too.. i thnk u ppl did a great job.. and gwen and imran.. u ppl rocks.. gee.. wad a nite.. and i m tired... Eve outs- =) hey.. just got back.. from where?.. white sands.. omg.. i m struck here... haf got work to be completed...haha.. i want to hit the town... anywae.. lets tok abt the talk of the sch.. love meridian dae.. go on... roll ur eyes.. haha.... well..we get to be ourselves and we r suppose to dress up.. we got 2 theme here.. true blue and the retro theme.. ok.. the deal is to come in blue.. so we dun look really weird walking on the streets.. haha.. den in the afternoon.. we r boarding the tym machine.. and we r gng really retro.. except .. everyone seems to get the stuf and accesories really.. and i stl got no clue.. ideas anyone? hmm.. i stl got alot of stuf undone.. hai.. eve out- In the mid of the night.. Without any suppression, Emotions are free to roam.. Indeed, That’s when u will feel really lonely. Just had a breakdown.. Things are piling and I really.. Cant take it anymore.. I need a breather.. I need an escape from the harsh reality. Things are going bad.. Can i have a hug?.. Almost magically.. At the break of the dawn.. I m back to my front.. Smiling as usual.. Care to see beneath that front?.. Tell me.. I m not sure.. Which is the one.. I m .. Haha.. my mum is veh funny todae.. popped me a qn when i was eating my dinner...haha.. almost laugh my guts out jus now.. she asked.. si min.. ya .. tt’s my chinese name.. ok.. sshh!.. haha.. r u attached?.. omg.. i was lke .. mum... ur daughter is not attractive and nno guys will be blind.. den she was lke.. u r not tt bad.. den i was lke.. nope i m nt attached ... mothers.. thye jump into conclusions easily.. esp... if its tt sprt of stuf.. Ok.. tym ot get srartted wif my work.. evelyn out.. tata The mere mentioning of mr quah .. or mr quah is here!.. makes everyone sit up straight and quickly adjust their uniform.. bt now.. the one who bonded and used to be the figure of SAC is in heaven .. i believe he will and alwaes be smiling.. I got the news and i really regret tt i cant go to pay my last deepest respect to him .. tt nite.. i thptn of all the memories i had for him.. i thot of the medicine ball forst.. how.. he made all of us run and do stuf wif the heavy balls.. and i alwaes rem how we all hafta pull our shorts high and really avoid being the victim.. we heard alot of horror stories abt him.his cold jokes tt we sometyms dunnoe how to react.. his infamous wedgie.. how he ahd suspended our class before for 1 week.. and the almost immediate change in treatment he had towards us when we had a gold for our tft... it was one of the better thngs tt happened.. cos we had fun for our pe lesson then..i rem one nite when we had a prefect camp or smthng.. and joce.. candy and me were sitting outside the gereral office.. at the porch.. suddenly .. seems to appear frm nowhere.. he was standing behind us.. hmm.. tt was the first tym i saw him wear smthng else tt was different frm his usual fila.it was a batik pink shirt and i remembered.. he said.. go upstairs.. dun stay here cos its unsafe.. tt was the soft side of him.. it was alwaes remembered.. outside the staff rm.. smtyms u c him laughing .. really laughing wif the tennis girls.. or .. u c him reprimanding a gerl .. a couple of tyms... i c a blank face of the gerl .. vividly.. i remebered.. being caught for my hair.. i didnt pin up my hair and i was sent to ms thanabal... the matter was off as fast as it happend.. so i was considered to be veh lucky i thk.. i was loking thru my yrbk jus now.. he taught for 27 years.. it was a long long tym.. there was one day.. i was at vtc.. den we were toking abt sac .. and she was lke .. i m frm sac too.. except tt my sch was the one in middle road.. and guess wad.. the first person tt she asked me abt was mr quah.. it had been such a long tym and when i told her abt him and our lesson, she was lke haha.. he had nv change abit.. hmm.. in evry sacian.. he had alwaes held a special place in one wae or another.. and its smthng we can nv deny.. wif tt.. i said a sad gd bye to him.. Urggh.. i dun noe y i m stl such a klutz.. i can actually slip on tt small step.. n there goes.. i sprained my leg.. hai.. its a bit .. or rather its swollen now.. ah~.. didnt let my mum noe.. she will nag at me again.. mayb i let it be for a few daes lo.. so .. ya.. i dint go sch todae.. was telling everyone tt i m gng to haf stomach ache.. den not coming.. so now.. i haf a real reason of not cuming... xinyi.. if u r reading this.. high5~.. hai.. Ok.. ydae.. we gt back our pw grades for the ka process.. n tt;s the reason y i really really dun lke pw.. judging us by tt 3 grades.. approaching expectations.. my god.. tt grades doesnt tallly wif the effort we put in.. so we all felt utterly demoralised.. i dun want to do pw anymore.. n my life was practically dominated by it .. sometyms.. i wonder... if there is a fire.. n the lib is burnt.. haha.. does it mean tt there will be no more pw for us?.. haha... dun worry cos m nt gng to burn dwn tt area.. Got back my econs test result.. was so .. hai .. sad abt it .. we got the topic an d even went back and plan for it.. bt wad to do.. i actaully wrote a whole pg of crap i presumed.. hai.. i need to clear those f’s i m getting..in conclusion.. felt lke a utter failure.. and to those who feel the same.. dun worry .. cos u wun be as worse as me..hai.. who noes wad is gng to come for my meet the parent session on sat.. dun want to ever thnk abt it.. Got a msg frm a fren todae.. didnt heard frm him for a long tym.. haha.. reminded me tt including todae.. i haf 5 daes to study.. so he sae.. i mux treasure the tym well and use it to complete those pressing assignments or simply.. replenish my slp.. yup.. felt motivated.. so off i go...ciaos~.. hey.. too bad i dun haf a digi cm.. if not i cna upload the pic of my crane family.. hee.. so cute can.. this prove that i m nv pay attention during my geog and chinese lesson.. hah.. duh.. wads new... hmm.. slp thruout the morn when i reach sch.. didnt want to wake up.. so slpy.. lke i sae.. i need slp desperately.. urgh.. den i woke up.. shucks.. bad hair dae.. its limpy and the white hair actually shoots out.. haha.. i need to dye it soon.. hmm...tym for more tutorials soon.. urgh.. my life is being dominated by pw.. haha.. a,ot of stuf to be done and redone.. wad life do u thnk we got left.. and someone scolded us tt dae.. and sae we shuld haf at least 4 hrs of study.. minus hw.. ok.. sae minus slp... we thnk we barely made it to total up to 4 hrs.. hai.. for my juniors who want to go jc.. unless.. u r a robot.. or r super smart.. or decide tt u dun want to socialise..ok.. choose to come JC. .. suits u.. todae we had principal dialogue.. yup.. thnks for sccessfully make me darn scare abt wad is gng to come on sat.. -post removed-
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