haha.. wad m i feeling rite now?
 
i dunnoe..
 
ya.. i feel abit shitty...
 
veh shitty..
 
sorry yilin.. nt mean to mean anythng.. bt u could haf lke tell me a bit early...
 
bt nvm.. i m prepared long ago.. i knew the ans rite from the start..
 
i already had  the ans long ago..
 
bt .. ya..its abit hard.. bt wad can i do..
 
i just gotta go n face up to the fact.. lke before..
 
i dunnoe.. bt i felt the same jus lke wad happened last year..
 
its jus lke abit lke history repeating..
 
damn..
 
ya.. mayb u did the right thng by not telling me the previous weeks when i really had alot of blows..
 
i noe n i will try hard to kp the frenships stl gng..
 
ya.. i feel lke crying .. lke wad i did the last tym.. bt i cant cry..
 
i cant cry.. n i wun..
 
c wad i mean.. trust me..
 
this would be the last tym i will be dng this..
 
i wun nv do this again..
 
nv..
 
i m nt gng to do this to myself again..
 
nv...
 
i jus lke the old me.. as unloved as ever..