..u noe wad.. i suddenly realised how much my dad had aged .. esp alot these yrs..
dunnoe wad had gotten over me..walked past him jus now while he was watching the news.. den i saw how much white hairs he had got.. its lke alot.. his hair look abit mmore whitetish now..i rem how when i was young.. i lke to pluck his white hair for him.. frm my memory.. didn thnk tt he had so much white hair then.. its lke veh hard to find one.. now .. one look.. its abundant.. n he is only.. er.. let me count.. 44 yrs old.. ya.. realised or rather.. i know.. i haf not been a veh gd daughter.. actually.. the number of sentences tt i spoke to my dad in a dae.. er.. actually not sentences .. its phrases.. hi dad..nite dad.. sad huh..so minus wed and sat when he goes clubbing.. er... yes.. my dad goes to club and pubs.. its 10 phrases in a wk... 40 words.. actually .. how i wish it doesnt turn out lke tt.. bt.. i suppose... it will jus get worse ... not tt we quarrel.. bt there is jus no topic.. neither does he ask how i cope or the type of ppl i hang out wif.. or wad i do aft sch..hai.. father and daughter...bt may my dad is some one of little words .. or mayb.. he is lke a traditional father in hos mentality... a gd dad means.. letting ur family live comfatably and eat and slp well.. oh well.. i hope not...