hai..
my life twirls arnd lke crazy..
i cant take it anymore..
i walk in n out of lecture halls..
feeling all lost..
teachers crash lke crazy..
accidenrts are imminent..
i wanna give up..
but..
i cant..
all i can do i ..
sigh... n .. mugg..
this is the life i thot i want..
but..
mayb not..
some how its not the same anymore..
i miss the whole old environment..
i miss the way ..
we laugh n scream n cry..
we didnt care more..
all the heart to heart toks..
all the nice comforting words..
its the past..
all the happening stuff..
all the girl outings..
i really miss it..
but..
somehow.. it disappeared..
as we grow..
i dun want that..
i hate it.. y ..
dreams.. were made..
but its so hard to pursue..
all we can do..
is to dream..
i scroll down the phonelist..
and..
realise there s so few there i can tok to..
the in tune thng..
haha..
i really wanna feel it again..
i wanna want a warm hug ..
to let me noe that ..
my frens are there..
but somehow..
sometyms..
i dun feel it..
do u care ..
lke i do..
i really want to noe..
all i feel and has alwaes been was..
emptiness..
much as i hope..
someday..
someone.. migth pass by ..
n fill up that hole..