"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
♥ Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Did I missed something out?
♥ Saturday, November 26, 2011

Still find myself falling back to you. except, you are not there anymore.
♥ Monday, November 14, 2011

one crazy act quota daily and I just have to max it out.

so it was the 13th yday.

3 months ago, we were sitting in the car, you on your way to meet your friends, me on the way for filming. You popped the qn and I said yes and we were 2 happy lovebirds for awhile. We walked with a spring at our steps. We start the morning with a morning call and a morning kiss. We looked forward to time that we can stretch for dinner. Things were simple and happy.

3 months later. yday. Same scene in the car, except that the sense of distance was so wide, so wide, I could fall right into this black hole. I could no longer feel the sense of intimacy that we once shared, instead, there was a wall and I couldnt reach out to you. You got out of the car and I couldnt bear to watch you walk away so I drove away.

Alas! Farewells have to come. I have done all I could.

Come what may..
♥ Sunday, November 13, 2011

Goodbyes are difficult
♥ Thursday, November 10, 2011

I found myself breathless for a moment. The weird pangs at my chest.

I miss you but I will not allow myself to tell you that.

Every now and then, memories creep up on me. I tried to put up a good fight, tried to suppress it. Even tried to pretend that they didnt exist.

Why is it so difficult to nurse a heartache?
♥ Saturday, November 05, 2011

Hello. Its being awhile. I only remembered about this blog when you actually managed to google it.

Alot of things have happened in the last year, never expected it, much less prepared myself for it.

love.

It's a pity that our love wasnt strong enough to conquer the challenges thrown to us. Most of it, I cant change or make it better. I hope you will be happy and I hope someone else will make you happy as well.

The pain of losing someone will get lesser day by day. One day, I wouldnt miss you so much, I wouldnt think of what you are doing, I would try to care less. For now, its difficult. It's still too familiar. Rem the post it you left at my desk? It's still there. I miss you but I cant tell you.

Why me? Would we have lasted thru?
Love <3

Chaser
Evelyn ♥
♥ preserved.

November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
March 2009
April 2009
November 2011
December 2011



Tagboard


Credits
Blogskin made by Gabby with header image from flickr.