people rushing.. people go
shoulders passing by you..
strangers.. might have seen lke it...
yet..
beautiful memories..
smiles and hopes...
once held true and filled their hearts..
good friends they once were called..
excitment filled their faces..
tell me more .. tell me more..
let me be a part of it..
nuthng much they sae...
refusing more..


falling leaves..
down n down they fell..
to the ground.. lying there lke a big piece of patchwork...
the gardener comes..
off.. he swept...
clearing the falling leaves..
memories tt had fallen..

confused or wiser?..
i do not know..
distrust fills one's heart...
nt daring to bare your hearts out anymore...
u r so unsure..
wad it mite holds now...
trusting ppl?..

once naive..
but failed to understnd tt ppl r not lke u..
tongues wag..
tales told...
disaster fell...
lke the strong wind tt came as a gust...
sending the leaves to the ground...

swallowing back tears...
down the throat it went..
where else can it go..
she wondered?

haha.. new skin finally up.. bt!... the font for the links n archive is ugly!.. haha.. i need help!.. haha... got the class posting already.. a202.. hmm.. hopefully my class roxs.. a104 stl roxs!..hhaha.. nuthng much to update.. hmm.. i didnt regret taking on lit .. cos i haf the passion for lit.. well.. i need the ling gan to write my poem.. haven decide on the topic yet.. i m thnking of the xin fu-ness u feel when ur teeth sinks into a big, warm cookie.. when u r absolutely dying of hunger n fatigue...haha.. dunnoe yet.. due nxt thurs.. okay.. ciaos~

todae was a totally boring day... rotted with tricia n linda n wei wei in the morning.. haha.... den went for econs.. well.. marvel at someone's excellent command of english .. haha.. * :P*.. haha.. decided to be a gd girl n went for chinese.. urgh.. boring.. den i went to catch up wif my class ppl over lunch.. love them!.. haha.. ok.. i hate being alone bt i guess i hafta strt living wif it.. went to the benches near the gallery.. i read n i almost fell aslp .. haha.. !!.. i m rotting in the library again.. sigh.. i used to thnk tt rotting too much makes u retarded or smthng cos ur brain slows dwn on its activities way too much.. so.. if i m slow or lagging awae.. dun mind.. haha.. so much nonsense..

i want to change my template.. any ideas?.. ciaos~

hai.. let me collect my thots.. cant seem to do tt these daes.. is this tt diffcult?.. i dunnoe y..

we are products of the past bt we are not prisoners of the past.. yup.. i read this frm the book i read.. its gd.. shld go read.. gets u thnking n all..

haf been gng to sch for some meetings and all.. n popping by to say hi to my class... u noe wad.. they nv fail to bring tears to my eyes... hai... i dunnoe... i found myself crying on the wae home after that co meeting the other tym.. so embarrassing bt the lucky thng was that there was not much of a crowd on the bus.. if u were on bus 65 before and saw someone looking lke me.. sshh.. haha.. i dun want thngs to turn out lke tt.. mayb its pms?.. haha.. thots whirling in and out.. n suddenly i m crying.. hai..

everyone is bz.. veh bz and stressed out.. jia you ppl.. study hard kk..

this is a diffcult tym .. i dunnoe if i gt enuf strength to get it over me.. bt i will try.. n i m praying for HIs help..ciaos .. before i get emotional again..