haha..

updates...
i screwed up my maths..
geog..
econs soon..
great..
i thnk GP too..
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studying wif liet todae.. so much for studying cos i m stoning till 9 when she came.. aft tt there was my craving for milk tea .. den we migrated to the canteen...hah.. was quiet till 10 when everyone came dwn.. boy.. i m distracted again.. *pull hair*.. den ok.. decide tt we couldnt study anymore in the canteen .. den we headed for the lib.. bt.. saw *.. haha.. i went to tok to him for a while.. asked.. hows my headache.. gee.. i dunnoe.. thnk i m numb to the pain le...its lke the everydae thng.. den he sae.. must slp more... i shld.. kk.. aft tt.. we settled at the go benches.. den i went to ask for help for econs.. den ya.. liet said.. he suddenly took his bag and rush off.. conclusion tt we came abt.. act.. he alwaes seems to be rushing off..
den ya.. back to stoning at my econs notes.. seek help wif ms sue.. bt actually.. i also nt veh clear after the consultation.. bleaks.. i thnk i m so gonna screwed up tmr's econs ppr too.. argh.. wad mc .. wad srac curve.. i tell u .. its all crap... cant wait for chinese to finish...den i can go n watch spiderman!!>. cant wait.. hai..

Ok.. i jus managed to figure out inequalities finally... lke after so many yrs.. argh.. tym to continue mugging AGAIN>>*pouts*

..u noe wad.. i suddenly realised how much my dad had aged .. esp alot these yrs..
dunnoe wad had gotten over me..walked past him jus now while he was watching the news.. den i saw how much white hairs he had got.. its lke alot.. his hair look abit mmore whitetish now..i rem how when i was young.. i lke to pluck his white hair for him.. frm my memory.. didn thnk tt he had so much white hair then.. its lke veh hard to find one.. now .. one look.. its abundant.. n he is only.. er.. let me count.. 44 yrs old.. ya.. realised or rather.. i know.. i haf not been a veh gd daughter.. actually.. the number of sentences tt i spoke to my dad in a dae.. er.. actually not sentences .. its phrases.. hi dad..nite dad.. sad huh..so minus wed and sat when he goes clubbing.. er... yes.. my dad goes to club and pubs.. its 10 phrases in a wk... 40 words.. actually .. how i wish it doesnt turn out lke tt.. bt.. i suppose... it will jus get worse ... not tt we quarrel.. bt there is jus no topic.. neither does he ask how i cope or the type of ppl i hang out wif.. or wad i do aft sch..hai.. father and daughter...bt may my dad is some one of little words .. or mayb.. he is lke a traditional father in hos mentality... a gd dad means.. letting ur family live comfatably and eat and slp well.. oh well.. i hope not...

econs.. hai.. haf been staring at it for the past wad.. hmm.. few hrs..
haha... jocelyn.. ydae.. dunnoe y i was so angry at the guy who said that to u.. guess.. i was angry at the wae ... he belittled ppl and the way he jus want to ruin r/s.. haha.. bt so gald that it was over.. rem.. dun evr let ppl comments be of a setback to ur r/s k.. suppose to be mugging.. bt oh well.. decide to gif up on geog totally.. already failed half of the ppr lke veh jia lat le.. so .. even if i score lke full mrks for the ppr.. wad diff does it make.. n .. tt's is IF i ever get full mrks.. when asked for confident i was ydae.. i was lke.. o?.. den he was lke .. cannot be so low la.. den i m lke .. ok 1?.. haha.. i really m not prepared for everythng.. thou last tym also lke tt.. bt .. stl it did not feel so bad..

and yilin.. pls pls dun ask.. i dun want to noe the truth..* big sigh *

hai..

2 more daes to dooms dae
[freezing in the lib]

Haha...this entry is delicated to jocelyn..haha.. so much to say..
Hey.. dun thnk i will blog wad happened at Tioman.. so lazy cos a lot to write.. lke wads new rite..

Yup.. back to the topic tt i was so slpy to tok abt.. * is such a mr nice guy i dun thnk i will be worthy of.. lke i say yesterdae.. i will not sae or do anythng.. or really take any action again for the fear .. tt .. i will eventually lose a fren... i m really scared of history repeating itself.. its scary.. or rather.. maybe its better to let thngs remain the way it is now .. haha.. its funny how i can really tell u all those stuf lke not to gif up and hold on.. fight for ur own happiness etc ..i jus cant tell tt to myself.. funny.. how i let go of all these so easily.. and funny how anyone can belittle themselves so much.. i called myself a coward.. so wad.. tt’s me.. i jus dun haf the courage to do all those thngs u did..

Ydae.. at the ice skating show.. so happy to see how in love u two are.. its lke .. u look lke a xin fu the nu ren.. gd.. cos tt’s the wae.. i want to see my best fren to be.. now u noe y.. i tell u nv to gif up and choose wad ur heart says ... dun need to gif a thot abt wads in the past.. cos its all history.. look forward.. and alwaes be happy.. cos tt’s how each of us want to see.. bt actually.. i dun need to emphasis tt... cos i noe u will be happy..if he is beside u..tell him.. jus treasure u and dun ever make u cry .. if not.. haha..

Tym to get back to my bks.. i m so dead.. its lke 3 more daes.. and poof.. i m sitting for my exams.. bt nvm.. i m prepared to haf tea wif ms lye anywae.. kk.. pls tc of urself kk..

Lastly.. for u ..
[ A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her, to share all her passions and sorrows with, and to stand by her throughout her life]

.. omg.. my heart skipped abeat lke wad u sae..
m i ?

haha.. so much to update..
tioman really roxs my world..
will updtae later~.. ah~

Be with u..

Hold on, little girl.
Show me what he’s done to u..
Stand up little girl..
A broken heart cant be that bad..
When its through, its through..
Fate will twist the both of u..
So come on baby, come on over..
Let me the be the one to show u..

**I’m the one who wants to be with u..
Deep inside I hope u feel it too..
Waited on the line of green and blues..
Just to be the next to be with u..**

Build up your confidence..
So u can be on top for once..
Wake up who cares about..
Little boys who talk too much..
I seen it all go down..
Your game of love was all rained out..
So come on baby, come on over..
Let me be the one to hold u..

**
Why be alone when we can be together baby..
U can make my life worthwhile..
And i can make u start to smile..
When its through, its through..
Fate will twist the both of u..
So come on baby, come on over let me..
Be the one to show u..

** x3

Just to be the next with u..

sat.. finally i finish the torturous co prac..den wen to meet yilin.. 2 of us were in kinda a veh lazy mood.hah.. den stone in the canteen.. den she update me on her stuf.. really envy her alot.. so much ppl that she noe will be there for her.. to hold the falling sky..hmm.. den go ntuc.. so funny.. the 2 of us were lke so aimless.. den lke in sleep walking state... haha.. ppl must be wondering wad is wrong with the 2 of us.. aft tt... we went to expo..so many ppl!!.. haha.. wen to pc fair wif yilin.. den i saw how jj’s eyes lite up when he saw her.. haha.. den we went to walk in the metro sale.. yah.. den benjy came to meet us aft tt.. quite weird actually..ya.. nvm.. oh den yah.. we were walking past this bridal fair,.. den this man suddenly went in frnt of me. den sae .. cn shoot ur own personal photo portrait / album also..lols!!.. do i look lke i m either the type who go for such shoots or do i look lke i m getting married.. haha.. den yah.. walk arnd.. abit more.. more squeezing and pushing..den .. yah.. he left.. den the 2 of us gt hungry.. haha.. bought food .. haf to wait for the bus for so long that we finish the food le lo.. n the food is not nice btw.. haha.. den we head for the tj dance concert.. we were rather impressed.. haha.. they r not that.. ya.. n they cn dance.. ahah.. den we just watch in awe.. when the nus guy.. spin n spin on the stage for veh veh long tym.. so long cn.. den aft tt.. stl can stand str8 on the stage..jaws dropped*. den yah.. went 7-11 aft tt with yilin.. bought drinks.... den jj came to look for her.. aft tt.. we walk.. n we stone on the wae hme.. so tired lo..

veh long nv blog le.. hah.. dun thnk i will be dng much these daes actually.. continue reading.. yah.. wanted to do maths.. but... i did 2 .. den i m stuck.. oh well.. forgt it.. maths n me dun click anywae.. *winks*

haha...

i m stl alive..

omg..

u now this is lke so no life...

we haf exams aft the holidays..

bleaks..

haiyah..

sick lo..

oh..

pls dun be so nice for i fear that i mite fall for u..

i m sure abt that..

i dunnoe..

mayb i do..

mayb i dun..

shrugs..