haha...
now in the lib..
so suppose to do my maths..
eekk..
bt.. oh-well
do .. u thnk i will seriously sit dwn n do some freaking graphs qns..
bleaks..
bleaks..
drey!!..
u noe i found out wad class he in le..
haha..
takig phy.. econs n maths
den.. i realsise smthng..
he s nt the type tt we look at act in town..
nvm..
hmm..
ydae.. went to send danielle off..
saw all of them..
act.. noone really change lke drastically..
ok lar..
lke tt lo...
life stl goes on rite..
den i realise tt me n danielle had actually cum a long wae..
rem ... in sec 1..
we used to fight over stupid stuff..
den i thnk there's the stupid table thng..
was fighting for n\dunnoe wad reason someone..
haha..
den last tm go hme together..
on the trains..
den the co tyms..
when we will curse n swear mr boo..
haha..
den the sweets we eat. lke we r soo gonna get diabetics the nxt dae.. haha..
.. den i realise.. its quite strong of her to go to new zealand n study.,.
all alone..
quite sad.. when u gt noone arnd u..
hai..
i wun survive..
bt i guess tt's how everyone grow up..
bt quite cool huh..in a wae.. go overseas n study.. den u will meet all the new frens..
den evironment..
act..
i thnk i m the sort of person who will perfer to strt anew... isint it better..
i dunnoe..
argh!!
i m so slpy eveydae..
fall aslp in aot of lectures le lo..
anywae.. i kibda thnk i m not gonna pass my promos..
hm..
den lets c..
either i gt expelled or i will stay back.. haha
den i will go for the nxt orientation/...
hai...
i kinda really really regret going jc..
b_l_e_a_k_s
someone.. help me

hai..
my life twirls arnd lke crazy..
i cant take it anymore..
i walk in n out of lecture halls..
feeling all lost..
teachers crash lke crazy..
accidenrts are imminent..
i wanna give up..
but..
i cant..
all i can do i ..
sigh... n .. mugg..
this is the life i thot i want..
but..
mayb not..
some how its not the same anymore..
i miss the whole old environment..
i miss the way ..
we laugh n scream n cry..
we didnt care more..
all the heart to heart toks..
all the nice comforting words..
its the past..
all the happening stuff..
all the girl outings..
i really miss it..
but..
somehow.. it disappeared..
as we grow..
i dun want that..
i hate it.. y ..
dreams.. were made..
but its so hard to pursue..
all we can do..
is to dream..
i scroll down the phonelist..
and..
realise there s so few there i can tok to..
the in tune thng..
haha..
i really wanna feel it again..
i wanna want a warm hug ..
to let me noe that ..
my frens are there..
but somehow..
sometyms..
i dun feel it..
do u care ..
lke i do..
i really want to noe..
all i feel and has alwaes been was..
emptiness..
much as i hope..
someday..
someone.. migth pass by ..
n fill up that hole..